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| | OKAYY.. so what's it been, like five months? you all probably don't even remember me haha.. but i was at work the other day and i was like "wow i remember that quote site, i miss that!".. so i've decided to update (: and the bolding shit isn't going to work because i'm using my macbook pro/firefox and for some reason it never works, but yeah, you know (:
here comes goodbye,
here comes the last time,
here comes the start of every sleepless night,
the first of every tear i'm gonna cry.
here comes the pain,
here comes me wishing things would never change,
and she was right here in my arms tonight,
but here comes goodbye.
i watched you change with the seasons.
i wrote you letters but i forgot to mention that,
i'm a wreck, i'm a mess, you're a stranger.
Let her cry, if the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing, if it eases all her pain
Let her go, let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be
don't you dare tell me i am the reason we are here.
i spend enough sleepless nights in this bed,
to know this isn't just all in my head.
Remember those walls I built?
Well baby, they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now
Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.
Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. You'll have roots that grow towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom fall from your branches, you'll find out that you were one tree, not two.
And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you
You don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
and i know it's easy to say, but it's harder to feel this way. i miss you more than i should, than i thought i could. can't get my mind off of you, and i hate the phone, but i wish you'd call.
believe in me
i know you've waited for so long
believe in me
sometimes the weak become the strong
In the air I flew.
Through the clouds I fall.
And all the things I've tried to say,
were never easy to explain.
They were always meant for you.
And all the memories that were made
for years and years, I've chased this day.
They were always for you
Always for you.
The words I have to say
May well be simple but they're true
Until you give your love
there's nothing more that we can do.
And all you said in your quietest voice
Was "I needed you as much as they do"
When I saw you last night
I wanted to say, run away with me
Away from the cynics
That this could be the start of
Something truly real...
But all that I could say was "hey"
you haven't found it baby, that's for sure
You rip me up and spread me all around
in the dust of the deed of time
And this is not a case of lust, you see
it's not a matter of you versus of me
It's fine the way you want me on your own
but in the end it's always me alone
Take away the sensation inside
Bitter sweet migraine in my head
Its like a throbbing toothache of the mind
I can't take this feeling anymore
Drain the pressure from the swelling,
This sensation's overwhelming,
Give me a long kiss goodnight
and everything will be alright
Tell me that I won't feel a thing
There's something in your eyes
Is everything all right?
You look up to the sky
You long for something more, Darlin'
Give me your right hand
I think I understand, follow me
And you will never have to wish again
"I think sometimes you love someone so much you have to be numb to it, because if you actually felt how much you loved them, it would kill you."
I hope he never hurts you like I know I hurt you
but I was undecided and it was all that I could do
but if he says he loves you like I know I loved you
then there's a way to trust him, and I'll get over you.
I won't face another day
I won't wait until tomorrow
I won't spend another night without you
let me carry you away
let me wake you every morning
let me wander every day beside you.
all the sadness you carried inside
you never showed it, it was easy to hide
you'd tell your stories in all their sorrow
you'd take the stage like there was no tomorrow.
i wake up to find it's another four aspirin morning, and i dive in. i put on the same clothes i wore yesterday. when did society decide that we had to change and wash a t-shirt after every individual use? if it's not dirty, i'm gonna wear it. i take the stairs to the car and there's fog on the windows. i need caffeine in my bloodstream. i take caffeine in the bloodstream. i grip the wheel and all at once i realize: my life has become a boring pop song and everyone's singing along.
I am standing right here
on a dock that you built.
I will try not to look at your face
because all that is in you radiates.
And it’s more,
it is more than i’ll take.
I think I'll go out and embarrass myself
by getting drunk and falling down in the street.
You say I choose sadness,
that it never once has chosen me.
Maybe you're right.
when i got off the plane, after eleven hours of travel and forty years away, the man took my passport and asked me the purpose of my visit, i wrote in my daybook, "to mourn," and then "to mourn try to live," he gave me a look and asked if i would consider that business or pleasure, i wrote, "neither." "for how long do you plan to mourn and try to live?" i wrote, "for the rest of my life"
I can’t hurt you even though you hurt me
You’re gonna be in the emergency room
Tryin to call a nurse but nobody can help you now
Let me see you try to live without me
Now where’s your heartbeat
Flat line on the EKG
Fear for the worst, I can't catch my breath.
My heart beats to the sound of unrest.
Pulse racing high, my thoughts are so low.
Reach out my hand, but there's no one to hold.
Music is a total constant. That's why we have such a strong visceral connection to it, you know? Because a song can take you back instantly to a moment, or a place, or even a person. No matter what else has changed in your or the world, that one song says the same, just like that moment.
I know every word that we said
was what we both meant
Well, we meant it at the time.
if you're a bird then i'm a bird
but if you can't fly then neither will i
cause "in love" is not the right time to die
And I ran off and ran on to something that I swore was everything but beautiful. I only say that word for you. 'Cause I can feel your pain, in my bones, in my bones. And I can feel your pain, deep in my bones, deep in my bones. And hallelujah to the one in our bones. And hallelujah to the one that we love.
i wish i was your favorite girl. i wish you thought i was the reason you are in the world. i wish my smile was your favorite kind of smile. i wish the way that i dressed was your favorite kind of style. i wish you couldn't figure me out. but you always wanna know what i was about. i wish you'd hold my hand when i was upset. i wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met. i wish you had a favorite beauty spot that you loved secretly cause it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see. i wish that you needed me. i wish that you knew when i said two sugars, actually, i meant three. i wish i was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.
I'm shyer than your share of men.
I'd be honored to be one of them.
You're a fool for the wounded.
I'm a man in need of bandages.
So, wrap me up and take me home.
What is there to write? What is there to say?
Same things happen everyday,
not a thing to write, not a thing to say.
So I take my pen in hand and start the same old way:
Dear, I thought I'd drop a line.
The weather's cool, the folks are fine.
I'm in bed each night at nine,
PS. I love you.
Yesterday we had some rain but all in all,
I can't complain. Was it dusty on the train?
PS. I love you.
Nothing else to tell you dear except each day seems like a year.
Every night I'm dreaming of you.
PS. I love you.
At what age can I choose how to live? The only real drug problem is scoring real good drugs. Haven't we learned our lesson? The corner store has the finest scotch, but who's got the uncut powder? We just want what is ours: dignity. If God created plants and buds that I find and abuse, then who the fuck are you to judge me?
When in some motel we're lying, I can barely whisper, 'It's like dying. Baby, do you know what I mean? Baby, did you hear me? Baby, you fell asleep.' I know I'm weak. I don't deny we'll see our trial some day soon, but when we know we're fucked,I'll halve the pile and share my pills with you. 'Cause we've felt fully in our bodies, and we've felt totally alive.
tell me you care,
tell me you're listening,
tell me that it's me that you are missing.
your answer is long overdue,
tell me that it's true,
that i've got you.
sooo, i've been amazing! (: minus nick's ex girlfriend? whom may i say (excuse my language but i hate the bitch) is a fat cunt. she would steal all of my font colours and shit, and it got to the point where nick's friends were noticing. he confronted her about it and she started going on about how he shouldn't start shit with her because "she can end our relationship like that" HAHA. too bad i was told by someone who works with someone who knows fat cunt personally and said that "she's psycho, she's been obsessed with nick for the past three and a half years and still cries about him and shit" o and she managed to block my aim when she told nick "she didn't have me on any of her shit" lol, love liars.
i know exactly what she's doing because i used to do the same thing. and if i ever see her in public i'll punch her in the head...
unless anyone has any other advice for that situation, lol.
but yeah, other than that, amazing! (:
how are you all? hope you're all fantastic <3
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